Highschool

I know that everything was much easier when I was a kid. When I was a kid I did not had to worry about anything. I didn't have to do so much work when I was in elementary or in middle school. Now that I am in high school everything become so complicated. Freshman year was fine and it was easy for me. Sophomore year was harder than Freshman year and somewhat ruin my free time. Now that I am in Junior year with 2 AP classes everything got much harder for me. I also learned that not only do I have to worry about my grades but now I need to have volunteer, club, and work experience. One of the problems I think I'll have is that these things will make me drop my grade because I'll have so much to focus on now. The work the teachers give me takes up all my free time either way so combine this with the club or volunteer work I will zero chance of having free time for myself and my grades for my classes will most likely fall. I get angry when the teachers just tell me to try my best and figure a schedule as if its really easy and think that advice is helpful. Another thing that makes this whole thing even harder is that I lost all my motivation for this year, I lost it during the end of sophomore year and now it takes me forever to do a single piece of homework because I always get distracted.